Short fat girl dating
There was no way that he could like me in that way.
I was interested in giving a relationship with Mike a try, yet I was afraid.
I rationalized that he talked to me because he enjoyed poking fun at me.
I couldn’t understand why dating an overweight girl like me would interest anybody.
I was still losing weight and learning to love myself when I met my husband, Rob. How could somebody such as Rob ever like (or love) a person like me?
I was afraid he would realize how much work I needed.
I was more attractive because I cared about myself and what I put into my body.
Since I was insecure and lonely, I was jealous of anyone who found someone that understood, cared for and stood by them. I was too insecure and loathed myself too much to be able to understand what another person could value in me. I met him at auditions and it was love at first sight; for me, at least.
Loving yourself is the first step to finding somebody else to love you. I imagined myself walking up to him and telling him how I felt, though I never turned those dreams into reality. I had a handful of crushes in the past, but I was going to encounter a beast I had no clue how to handle: a potential crush on .